"But tomorrow may rain, so I'll follow the sun"

He runs towards the crowd to kill the voice inside
I watch him closely and wonder why?
Not his act but mine
For I want the outside voice to die

'Cause if I cant plug-in my earphones
Then its the music in my head
That saves me and kills
The music of life

So I wonder why he runs outside?
So that I am left alone?
Ah.. the outside dies....

"You mistake my choice not to feel as a reflection of my not caring, while I assure you the truth is precisely the opposite."
--Spock (Star Trek:Into the Darkness)

Hero

Everyone has Heroes. I don't have a Hero. So either I am yet to meet mine. Or, what is more probable is,  Heroes don't exist.

The reason why I find comfort in books is because I don't feel out of place in the author's thoughts, unlike reality

I don't think I hate you for hating me
I think I hate me for disliking me
For I seek pleasure in pain
How can I love me then?

There is no end to this love
Pain is such a seductress
I can't escape her claws
Pain the faithful lover

-- Written way back...

My Generation

My Generation is not Gen Y... My Generation is Gen Kya Farak Padta Hai. The one thing I hear for everything that's wrong.

If nothin makes no sense, then does it make any sense to make sense out of things?? Things do change till they make a circle.... Disillusionment may be a wake up call, but then reality seems more fictitious and fiction more real.

Disillusionment cant then be seen as a mere awakening or correction of ideas. When fiction is what you are fed on and your heroes - righteous, disillusionment is a mere word to describe imperfection.

He ain't Heavy, He's my Brother

CHOMU: "You have started liking Tom Petty 'cause you can't go heavier. That's why I listened to the whole of Beatles discography, when I did that. I found even Megadeth heavy then."
Me: "I can't go heavier. May be they all are right. I have grown old."

And they said "Knowledge never goes waste". Well I don't think so and with all the knowledge and expertise of all the worlds and Indian economists, oh look what a waste Indian economy is.