Ma

Alright before you read this next shit, please play the video attached. Why you ask? My please wasn't good enough for you.. Eh?? For those from the inquisitive lot the answer is..

1. Retard, play it first. And then pause it, let it buffer up

2. I said please.

3. Because Ozzy (OZZY RULZ!!!)always knows what to say and how to say it best.

4. Well the reading I guess deserves a background score. I wish life too had one. Actually I wish life was a musical, everyone just breaking into a song on each and every occasion. But thats a separate issue to blog about.

So play the video and put the left ear plug in your left ear and right ear plug in the right and read on. Simpler still put on the speakers.

And well this is not an order, neither is this an advice, but just a suggestion (See constant critic i found a way of not advising people when they don't ask for it.. I suggest.. Words.. Their correct usage.. Sigh.. I am becoming a conformist...Aaaaaaarrrggh...)

Mama, I'm coming home.... Oh yea.. The shit doesn't end here... There is more below the video... READ IT... Now its an order.... READ IT...



Ma.. I need you.. Its just that whenever I need to sit with you and say nothing, because you understand my silences better than my words, you always make me do chores.. Sigh... I don't wanna do them...

May be you are right and I should listen to you more.. Even if it means binding myself in chains, not of my liking. And yeah, may be you are right, may be I shouldn't talk to strangers. You are scared for me more than I am for me. But we are.

I can tell this here because I know you will never read this. Partly because you are always misplacing your glasses when I need you to read something. But mostly because you don't know that such a space exists where your son scribbles.

See this way I can promise you something without you knowing about it. That way I hurt you less. See now I didn't promise you anything to break it.

Iron Maiden

I saw strength today.. It was visible in its evidence.. Yet she was humble.. Not at all proud of her power.. In fact she seemed embarrassed at how uncomfortable her strength was for people around her.. So she shied away from all the stares..

I'll always envy you.. Your strength is natural, mine is artificial...

You'll be strong forever.. But I've my days of weakness when I've to force me to be tenacious.. To hold on..